Friday, July 19, 2013
There
was once a little man whose mother made him a beautiful suit of
clothes. It was green and gold, and woven so that I cannot describe how
delicate and fine it was, and there was a tie of orange fluffiness that
tied up under his chin. And the buttons in their newness shone like
stars. He was proud and pleased by his suit beyond measure, and stood
before the long looking-glass when first he put it on, so astonished and
delighted with it that he could hardly turn himself away. He wanted to
wear it everywhere, and show it to all sorts of people. He thought over
all the places he had ever visited, and all the scenes he had ever heard
described, and tried to imagine what the feel of it would be if he were
to go now to those scenes and places wearing his shining suit, and he
wanted to go out forthwith into the long grass and the hot sunshine of
the meadow wearing it. Just to wear it! But his mother told him "No."
She told him he must take great care of his suit, for never would he
have another nearly so fine; he must save it and save it, and only wear
it on rare and great occasions. It was his wedding-suit, she said. And
she took the buttons and twisted them up with tissue paper for fear
their bright newness should be tarnished, and she tacked little guards
over the cuffs and elbows, and wherever the suit was most likely to come
to harm. He hated and resisted these things, but what could he do? And
at last her warnings and persuasions had effect, and he consented to
take off his beautiful suit and fold it into its proper creases, and put
it away. It was almost as though he gave it up again. But he was always
thinking of wearing it, and of the supreme occasions when some day it
might be worn without the guards, without the tissue paper on the
buttons, utterly and delightfully, never caring, beautiful beyond
measure.
One
night, when he was dreaming of it after his habit, he dreamt he took
the tissue paper from one of the buttons, and found its brightness a
little faded, and that distressed him mightily in his dream. He polished
the poor faded button and polished it, and, if anything, it grew
duller. He woke up and lay awake, thinking of the brightness a little
dulled, and wondering how he would feel if perhaps when the great
occasion (whatever it might be) should arrive, one button should chance
to be ever so little short of its first glittering freshness, and for
days and days that thought remained with him distressingly. And when
next his mother let him wear his suit, he was tempted and nearly gave
way to the temptation just to fumble off one little bit of tissue paper
and see if indeed the buttons were keeping as bright as ever.
He
went trimly along on his way to church, full of this wild desire. For
you must know his mother did, with repeated and careful warnings, let
him wear his suit at times, on Sundays, for example, to and fro from
church, when there was no threatening of rain, no dust blowing, nor
anything to injure it, with its buttons covered and its protections
tacked upon it, and a sun-shade in his hand to shadow it if there seemed
too strong a sunlight for its colours. And always, after such
occasions, he brushed it over and folded it exquisitely as she had
taught him, and put it away again.
Now
all these restrictions his mother set to the wearing of his suit he
obeyed, always he obeyed them, until one strange night he woke up and
saw the moonlight shining outside his window. It seemed to him the
moonlight was not common moonlight, nor the night a common night, and
for awhile he lay quite drowsily, with this odd persuasion in his mind.
Thought joined on to thought like things that whisper warmly in the
shadows. Then he sat up in his little bed suddenly very alert, with his
heart beating very fast, and a quiver in his body from top to toe. He
had made up his mind. He knew that now he was going to wear his suit as
it should be worn. He had no doubt in the matter. He was afraid,
terribly afraid, but glad, glad.
He
got out of his bed and stood for a moment by the window looking at the
moonshine-flooded garden, and trembling at the thing he meant to do. The
air was full of a minute clamour of crickets and murmurings, of the
infinitesimal shoutings of little living things. He went very gently
across the creaking boards, for fear that he might wake the sleeping
house, to the big dark clothes-press wherein his beautiful suit lay
folded, and he took it out garment by garment, and softly and very
eagerly tore off its tissue-paper covering and its tacked protections
until there it was, perfect and delightful as he had seen it when first
his mother had given it to him—a long time it seemed ago. Not a button
had tarnished, not a thread had faded on this dear suit of his; he was
glad enough for weeping as in a noiseless hurry he put it on. And then
back he went, soft and quick, to the window that looked out upon the
garden, and stood there for a minute, shining in the moonlight, with his
buttons twinkling like stars, before he got out on the sill, and,
making as little of a rustling as he could, clambered down to the garden
path below. He stood before his mother's house, and it was white and
nearly as plain as by day, with every window-blind but his own shut like
an eye that sleeps. The trees cast still shadows like intricate black
lace upon the wall.
The
garden in the moonlight was very different from the garden by day;
moonshine was tangled in the hedges and stretched in phantom cobwebs
from spray to spray. Every flower was gleaming white or crimson black,
and the air was a-quiver with the thridding of small crickets and
nightingales singing unseen in the depths of the trees.
There
was no darkness in the world, but only warm, mysterious shadows, and
all the leaves and spikes were edged and lined with iridescent jewels of
dew. The night was warmer than any night had ever been, the heavens by
some miracle at once vaster and nearer, and, spite of the great
ivory-tinted moon that ruled the world, the sky was full of stars.
The
little man did not shout nor sing for all his infinite gladness. He
stood for a time like one awestricken, and then, with a queer small cry
and holding out his arms, he ran out as if he would embrace at once the
whole round immensity of the world. He did not follow the neat set paths
that cut the garden squarely, but thrust across the beds and through
the wet, tall, scented herbs, through the night-stock and the nicotine
and the clusters of phantom white mallow flowers and through the
thickets of southernwood and lavender, and knee-deep across a wide space
of mignonette. He came to the great hedge, and he thrust his way
through it; and though the thorns of the brambles scored him deeply and
tore threads from his wonderful suit, and though burrs and goose-grass
and havers caught and clung to him, he did not care. He did not care,
for he knew it was all part of the wearing for which he had longed. "I
am glad I put on my suit," he said; "I am glad I wore my suit."
Beyond
the hedge he came to the duck-pond, or at least to what was the
duck-pond by day. But by night it was a great bowl of silver moonshine
all noisy with singing frogs, of wonderful silver moonshine twisted and
clotted with strange patternings, and the little man ran down into its
waters between the thin black rushes, knee-deep and waist-deep and to
his shoulders, smiting the water to black and shining wavelets with
either hand, swaying and shivering wavelets, amidst which the stars were
netted in the tangled reflections of the brooding trees upon the bank.
He waded until he swam, and so he crossed the pond and came out upon the
other side, trailing, as it seemed to him, not duckweed, but very
silver in long, clinging, dripping masses. And up he went through the
transfigured tangles of the willow-herb and the uncut seeding grasses of
the farther bank. He came glad and breathless into the high-road. "I am
glad," he said, "beyond measure, that I had clothes that fitted this
occasion."
The
high-road ran straight as an arrow flies, straight into the deep-blue
pit of sky beneath the moon, a white and shining road between the
singing nightingales, and along it he went, running now and leaping, and
now walking and rejoicing, in the clothes his mother had made for him
with tireless, loving hands. The road was deep in dust, but that for him
was only soft whiteness; and as he went a great dim moth came
fluttering round his wet and shimmering and hastening figure. At first
he did not heed the moth, and then he waved his hands at it, and made a
sort of dance with it as it circled round his head. "Soft moth!" he
cried, "dear moth! And wonderful night, wonderful night of the world! Do
you think my clothes are beautiful, dear moth? As beautiful as your
scales and all this silver vesture of the earth and sky?"
And the moth circled closer and closer until at last its velvet wings just brushed his lips…
And
next morning they found him dead, with his neck broken, in the bottom
of the stone pit, with his beautiful clothes a little bloody, and foul
and stained with the duckweed from the pond. But his face was a face of
such happiness that, had you seen it, you would have understood indeed
how that he had died happy, never knowing that cool and streaming silver
for the duckweed in the pond.
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